halladolwen's diaryCurrent - Archives - Profile - E-mail - Book - Notes - Links - Design - Host "I'm so happy cause today I found my friends in my head." Well, there are things in my head but they sure as hell aren't my friends : 8:13 p.m. : October 20, 2003 |
| So I'm talking to my friend Max online, and a few days ago, he told me that he liked me at camp. And now he's going on and on about this new girlfriend of his, andhow she adores him and all that. AM I THAT EASY TO GET OVER??? God. One good thing was that the guy who basically started the whole cryingness on Friday about the weight thing said he was sorry today. He's going out with Jenny. Apparently, they were talking this weekend, and she said that they were talking about that whole conversation, and he said, "I don't know why she's so upset about weight and all. She's hot!" and then totally blushed. Ha. So there, evil demons inside my head, which are now currently manifesting themselves as headache germs. I am such a nutcase. Half of my problems come from inside my head. It's sort of like that song by Nirvana: "I'm so happy cause today I found my friends in my head," except the things in my head sure as hell aren't friends. I have such low self esteem, as many people see fit to tell me. I have no willpower, which my broken, chewed, ragged nails are evidence of, among other things. I just wish that the melting pot of bad thoughts that is my brain would just simmer down a bit and let me think in peace. And cut the cymbals, too. This stuff here is mine, unless otherwise stated. That's why it has my name on it. Thank you. |