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Booterflies : 2:36 p.m. : September 02, 2003

Which LOTR Guy Will Give You A Fab Birthday Gift? by %3mc href='http://www.livejournal.com/users/ladydarkrose/'>DarkRose
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Who Gives You The Gift	Viggo Mortensen
What They Give You	Racy lingerie
Estimated Value	$3,957
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Whew. Glad I got that out of the way. I almost exploded from excitement.

SO I was in art class today, and my teacher had a pad of drawing paperthat had a yellow cover. It brought back a memory of Ellie that hit me so hard (like a truck) that I almost started sobbing in the middle of someone's presentation. I miss her SO FLIPPIN MUCH. As soon as I get my drivers license, I am driving to see her every day.

I covered my sketchbook for art class. It had to be TEXTURIZED. So I went to the craft store yesterday and bought some cool twisty ribbon. It's red and gold - Gryffindor colors. I wanted green and silver - Slytherin Pride! - But they didn't have any. So I got red and gold. And it does look pretty damnn cool. I covered the sketchbook with the ribbon and red feathers from my boa and red ribbon and hot glue and silver glitter. It's so bootiful.

Gio is mad at me. First of all, after I left the craft store, I had to catch the bus to meet her for a 4:00 movie (Seabiscuit!). I had to wait for the bus for 45 stupid minutes, and I had to take TWO FLIPPIN buses. SO I got there 15 minutes after the movie started, feeling like crap already, and she was a bt mad because of that. And then my dad couldn;t give her a ride home after and she had to walk all the way home. SO now she won;t talk to me except for little things, and I don;t know if she's jokey-pissed or serious-pissed.

I hate not being in a class with any of my friends. I feel so alone, like I can't be goofy and wacky because there's no one to be goofy/wacky with. That bothers me so much. I feel so lost. The Lumps have parted. And though I might have better feelings towards the Square now, she is MOST DEFINITELY NOT A LUMP OR EVEN AN HONORARY LUMP.

Dance troupe tryouts are tomorrow - and with my luck, I am so sore that I can barely walk. I'll have to stretch for hours and hours tonight, and try to get as un-sore as possible for tomorrow. I talked to this girl who is on the team, and she said that the tryouts are not that hard - you just have to do your best. Gah. I can feel the butterflies and unpleasant insects already flying around in my....innards.

EDIT: The past stuff was at school, during 7th period, during which I had no class.

Giants are winning, 2-1.

I desperately want to go to the Tolkien gathering, and I would totally love to go and meet my Sisters and all that and I could probebly raise the money to go, and find a ride and all that. But there is one (large) problem - my dad. He would never in a million zillion years let me go to somewhere in Canada to stay/be with people I don;t even know. gah.

I have definitely decided to try out for dance troupe tomorrow. I am going to get up super duper early and take a bath, and keep taking Advil and putting muscle-easing cream on and all that. My muscles will be much less painful by tomorrow morning!

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