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| Said to myself “ok, I’m going to turn off my music player, unless the next song is really really good.” And Broadway, by the Goo-Goo Dolls came on. Wow. Someone out there definitely likes me. I might get to go on an awesome trip with my photography teacher from this summer, except it’s pretty expensive, and I also want to go on this trip with my school and my friends, that I also went to last year. My parents said that the photography trip would be a birthday present, but I don’t know. There’s this weird feeling in me. I really want to go, but something is holding me back. I don’t know. I guess birthdays aren’t about the presents. I don’t know. I have too much stuff going on right now. I mean, it’s not really that I have too much stuff, it’s that RIGHT NOW RIGHT HERE THIS MINUTE there are way way way too many decisions to be made, too many little things I have to do that add up to major stress. I’d like to just go lie down and sleep forever. So I have no idea what to do about the photo trip, and I really want to go on the school trip. God, I am so selfish. 100%. My grandma sent me a tank top. That has a built-in bra. 1)This is my grandma we are talking about. She knows my body better than I do. 2) My chest is not exactly small. 3) Therefore, and she should know this, I cannot really wear tops with built in bras. This was only half of my birthday present, but I saved the bigger box to open on my actual birthday. God, I sound so spoiled. So Jewish American princess. Just talked to Tamar. I’m thinking about going on the Tahoe thing. Argh I had an epiphany. I believe in God. Isn’t that weird? I do. I believe in God. Wow.
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