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Self-Centered : 8:35 p.m. : September 07, 2003

Tamar, my best friend since 3rd grade and now renewed best friend who I went to camp with, is awesome. Plus, my parents are awesome. My dad said that they would be willing to have Tamar over for an entire WEEKEND. Do you know how COOL that would be?!?! AHHHHHHH!!!

So Evan was having this birthday party, and I really wanted to go. I was going to carpool with Ellie, but....that didn't work. So I just ended up sleeping over at Ellie's house.

I said to her that my self esteem was so much better at camp, and she said something like she was worried, because even my high self esteem was still pretty low. That worries me - I had never really compared my attitude about myself to anyone else's attitude about themselves. I guess I really do have very little self esteem, which kind of depresses me. it also depresses me how no one trusts anyone here. And I don't really want to trust anyone here, because I feel like they won't care if I tell them, but I tell them anyway because I am a spotlight-seeking idiot. And I can't keep my own secrets to safe my life.

Friday Five:

1. What housekeeping chore(s) do you hate doing the most? I hate doing dishes.

2. Are there any that you like or don't mind doing? When I'm in the mood, laundry and organizing my room are both okay.

3. Do you have a routine throughout the week or just clean as it's needed? As needed. I'm a teenager - I'm supposed to be messy.

4. Do you have any odd cleaning/housekeeping quirks or rules? Nope. Except that my two sisters and I take turns rinsing the dishes, setting, and clearing the table. But that's not odd, really.

5. What was the last thing you cleaned? Erm...I started cleaning up the stuff on my floor. Actually, I think there's more stuff on the floor now that I've started cleaning it.

Note: the image problem is NOT my problem - the place where the image is hosted is having problems, and the person who is hosting the image for me has to get it back up.

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